Everything changes.
No one dares to say that they do not change.When you are you're in diaper when you were young,why aren't you doing the same thing everynight?Why aren't you still strapping on your diaper to prevent yourself wetting yourself from wet dreams or whatever.BECAUSE YOU CHANGED!There is a turning point in some point in your life.Surely,you cant avoid the change.Even you changed for the better or the worse,you must still gladly accept what is happening to you.You avoid changes,you'll become better?you'll become worse?It could be both,just see how you see it.Dodo bird became extinct because they failed to adapt to the changes and did not do anything.One reason,they did not want their own kinds to mistake them as other species.The Good:they still live happily as one big family then.The bad:they are gone dammit!So must we change?
This post is my reflection to what happened to me.Many said i changed since sec3,for the worse.It doesnt sound nice when people say that he become some baddie who holds a gun and go around shooting people.I did not realised that i changed so much and i did not really care.Survival of the fittest,get fit or you get kicked.In this enviornment,you got to be strong mentally to stand out,to surpass your limits.When you are still stuck with your sympathy for everyone and you do not care of moving ahead of others you think are pathetic,then good luck to you,you are way off the track.Protest with all you want,this 'prophency' will come true fools.I admit i was fucking dumb to lie about my choices of class in sec 2.But when you failed 4 subjects in sec 2 (lit,d&t,F&N,art!),you got 70 position out of a possible 150,your average was just 65 or below and you go around telling others you are up for the best class,be prepared to get your ass laughed off man.My pride and ego got the better of me.I don want to be laughed at(i thought i would be),so i go around lying about my choices.It was a bad decision,but will it make a difference even the truth was told?The world will still revolves and life still goes on isnt it.Its true i lost a good friend thn and i do regret it now.Even though its a long time since then.We don need each other as friends do we?I do still think we can still hang out and talk cock like we used to,but will the other palm join to make the clap click?Sorry.Sorry for the lie i made,sorry for being what i am now,sorry for doing things i should not.To my friends i used to have,i am really sorry.
I may not be what i used to be,but if you can accept the changes,our life would be better of.Its good to have one friend back than have another new enemy.I hope we can still be friends,just plain friends with no fabricated feelings,no superficial cover-ups.We can go back as B we used to be.I don want to just have memories of you as friends,i don want to describe in words anymore,let the poetry becomes motion which will always move.
So yup,i never thought i have this courage to say this.Friends-ed of mine especially those i had in sec 2,it wasnt easy to get on without you guys,it is more difficult to get back to what we were.If we could,lets be friends again.My hand is out for a handshake,will yours be?
I hope that
No one dares to say that they do not change.When you are you're in diaper when you were young,why aren't you doing the same thing everynight?Why aren't you still strapping on your diaper to prevent yourself wetting yourself from wet dreams or whatever.BECAUSE YOU CHANGED!There is a turning point in some point in your life.Surely,you cant avoid the change.Even you changed for the better or the worse,you must still gladly accept what is happening to you.You avoid changes,you'll become better?you'll become worse?It could be both,just see how you see it.Dodo bird became extinct because they failed to adapt to the changes and did not do anything.One reason,they did not want their own kinds to mistake them as other species.The Good:they still live happily as one big family then.The bad:they are gone dammit!So must we change?
This post is my reflection to what happened to me.Many said i changed since sec3,for the worse.It doesnt sound nice when people say that he become some baddie who holds a gun and go around shooting people.I did not realised that i changed so much and i did not really care.Survival of the fittest,get fit or you get kicked.In this enviornment,you got to be strong mentally to stand out,to surpass your limits.When you are still stuck with your sympathy for everyone and you do not care of moving ahead of others you think are pathetic,then good luck to you,you are way off the track.Protest with all you want,this 'prophency' will come true fools.I admit i was fucking dumb to lie about my choices of class in sec 2.But when you failed 4 subjects in sec 2 (lit,d&t,F&N,art!),you got 70 position out of a possible 150,your average was just 65 or below and you go around telling others you are up for the best class,be prepared to get your ass laughed off man.My pride and ego got the better of me.I don want to be laughed at(i thought i would be),so i go around lying about my choices.It was a bad decision,but will it make a difference even the truth was told?The world will still revolves and life still goes on isnt it.Its true i lost a good friend thn and i do regret it now.Even though its a long time since then.We don need each other as friends do we?I do still think we can still hang out and talk cock like we used to,but will the other palm join to make the clap click?Sorry.Sorry for the lie i made,sorry for being what i am now,sorry for doing things i should not.To my friends i used to have,i am really sorry.
I may not be what i used to be,but if you can accept the changes,our life would be better of.Its good to have one friend back than have another new enemy.I hope we can still be friends,just plain friends with no fabricated feelings,no superficial cover-ups.We can go back as B we used to be.I don want to just have memories of you as friends,i don want to describe in words anymore,let the poetry becomes motion which will always move.
So yup,i never thought i have this courage to say this.Friends-ed of mine especially those i had in sec 2,it wasnt easy to get on without you guys,it is more difficult to get back to what we were.If we could,lets be friends again.My hand is out for a handshake,will yours be?
I hope that
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